buka puasa w rp clique

haikal said i looked like rachel berry here LOL! freaking ugly means i got a funny looking nose this is horrible but ohwell, life sucks MOVE ON

tried the grape flavour. it was HORRIBLE

tried shisha for the first time ever in my life. totally hate it, dont ever do it i think it freaking sucks.

so i'm gna be flying off to the philippines on friday. our flight's abt 830 and check in's like 630. probably gna be gg straight after sahur. gna be rooming w ka hahaha i hope it'll be fun. she was such a kidder during POL-ITE. hope i do well there too! pretty upset that i'd be missing the first day or raya with my family. first day's usually the best cause you'd wake up like really early regardless of what time you slept. the weather's always so cool(i rlly dunnow why). waking up to the smells of rendang, lontong, that kacang sauce thingy that i dont rlly like cause the amount of oil is just a complete turn off, i swear to god.

every year is the same. wake up, go downstairs, stuff myself with a few kuehs and cookies, go up and bathe, frantically look for my baju raya and then ibu will be all like "oh the maid's ironing it" LOL -______- HAHAHA. this always happens. i'll miss it. whats worse would be abang would still be at NS. and freak, when he comes back for presidential elections, i'll be in freaking philippines! ): what i'd do to seek forgiveness from my brother during raya. it'll totally kill the whole moment if i do it through the phone.

classes are pretty much all right with my babies weining mich kim and balls hahaha. life's good, i love it (:

popbooth

some ugly pictures that weining took for all of us in the room on one of the late nights we had. oh wait, it seems like every night is late night night hahahha.

anyway, so i promised one of my good friends to blog.

i hope you'll stay strong through this. there is nothing i wna see more than to see you happy again, to see you smiling and to see you irritate the crap out of me again. what he did to you was totally uncalled for and it was a alrdy good enough a reason for you to let him go. no actually, it wasnt even a good enough reason. it was alrdy a reason for you to let go, to forget him, to start anew. i dont want you to keep waiting on him because truth be told, he's not gna come back for you again. he's left you, abandoned you countless of times before. who says he wont do it again in the future? in the courting process, it may seem okay and you might be able to forgive him for doing so, but what if he did it when you are happily married with him? like i said, he did it before, he can obviously do it again. he kept you waiting for a whole month for him and he didn't even contact you or replied any of your msgs or texts. the things he does for you may be sweet, but how long would it last till you cant take it anymore? once you've reached rock bottom, it wont be easy to get back up. friends can always help and relief the pain slightly. but that's just about it. slightly. he's letting you go because he thinks he isnt good enough? that is bullshit. guys dont think that deep. and stop defending him in every single way. honestly, i dont think he defends you at all. he talks crap about you to his friends just to pass off as "cool". what rubbish is that? he doesnt deserve you. he makes it seem as though he's not good enough, he doesnt deserve you(this i agree 101%), you shld look for someone better and blahblahblah. get him to freak off. he's just trying to make you feel bad, to make it seem as though he is not at fault. but my dear girl, he is at fault. you've done nothing and i rlly hope you let go and stop waiting for someone who cant take care of you, who cant take care of your heart.

the worst thing a guy could ever do to you is to break your trust. because you trusted him with your heart and he couldnt even take care of that.

i love you babe, please think it through. you know we'll all be behind you all the way, in every single way ♥

so ytd he drew me a picture and i was so surprised that he could actually draw LOL! pretty awesome stuff i swear. so i drew him a picture of spongebob hahhaha which was rlly screwed cause i freaking drew his teeth wrongly HAHAHHA. but but but, jevarn said that it was nice! hehehe *over the moon*

his drawings:

this picture is like freaking ugly but there's a resemblance and he drew it pretty accurately i mean with my dimple HAHAHHAHA!

my drawings:

yeap! hahaha drew that in class LOL. sigh brabbles is such a joke i swear. i love my class (:

bazaar with the babies and her bf ♥

had such an awesome time with them! broke fast at macs because sha the pantathead wanted it. me and balls wanted kfc cause we havent had it for damn long. but we all make sacrifices for our loved ones hehehe. we had our very first try of macaroons!

yeah super suaku i know hahaha. i had the caramel one and in all honestly, i find them normal? i mean sure they're pretty nice but i srsly dont go crazy over them. or like have cravings for them in the middle of the night. they're good, but not THAT good. after that we went to the bazaar and i had my first 'halal bakwa' hahaha. no la, they're called dendeng. and well yeah everyone says its the halal bakwa just that its beef instead of pork. its pretty nice though (: eating is occasionally's fine but if its a frequent thing, it just gets pretty gross. walked ard somemore and had turkish ice cream! hahaha i pity the guy, he looks so tired! like no mood to play w the customers one. ohwell, at least he played w mine! ^^ anw went home about 11 smtg, bathed and slept for trng the next day.

celebrated kevin's birthday ytd @ vintage delicafe! i swear its super worth it and the service is just really really awesome i swear to god hahhaha. everyone shld go there and eat! had like appetisers and entrees and desserts and stuff. my favourite was the brownie with vanilla ice cream hahaha i swear it was super heavenly and very sinful as well sigh.

anw, back to school! new week, new module, new faci, new everything.

sleepover + baking @ mich's place!

we had prata for supper! cheese and egg (yes i am very well aware how

sinful it is, especially at night)

we played monopoly deal whilst waiting for the cupcakes to bake and

guess whose the winner for all three rounds? (:

kim and i stayed over mich's place after school on monday night. we bought like twisties, croissants, sausage buns(for the two monkeys, i dont eat sausages) and a skittles. then we went to Rail Mall and got prata. we were starving hungry and everyone of us were pretty much craving for prata. after that, we went home and watched "Its a Boy/Girl Thing" and like halfway we got bored so we closed it. hahaha. it was really boring? and yeah, well i just didnt like it. talked and stuff. played monopoly deal and UNO with like weird hello kitty cards hahaha. no wonder i never win lah! stupid hello kitty LOL. then kim the loser got tired and i think she fell asleep for a while. so then to keep her up we tickled her and all. after that we watched "Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging" my goodness. another bad film -___- why do the ugly girls always get the drop dead gorgeous guy? i swear, she was such an unpleasant looking actress and magically, she got like a billion guys chasing after her. what is this!? can this happen in real life to me please i'd be so grateful thanks.

we all stayed up till about 4plus? then we ordered macs hahaha some bundle meal. so ate mcspicy, fries and nuggets for pre-dawn meal. and someone practically sprinkled sleeping powder on my eyes and within minutes i fell asleep. woke up about 11plus? then we started baking! we made oreo cupcakes and chocolate mousse. i had to rush for the NDP fireworks and got scolded? hahaha. borrowed mich's clothes hehe thanks love! rushed to city hall and then met the parents to catch the fireworks tgt w kevin. MBS was freaking crowded with all the kiasu singaporeans(me included) rushing and pushing to get in the observation tower HAHHAHA. the fireworks were rlly pretty! i got some pics using my phone and yeah well, its not very nice cause its through my phone. then after that we had waffles at Darcis which is a chocolate shop by Jean-Philippe! he's Gordon Ramsey's assistant on Hell's Kitchen by the way. sigh, my life is complete ♥

this is what i wore hahaha i looked like a maid but whatever i really

didnt care how i looked like ytd.

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!