outing with primary school friends! ♥

adorable picture i bought new shoes and i wanted the white laces so they offered to help me put in the white ones! hehehhe the black laces were just a turn off reaaaaally

smtg was going in at orchard hahaha some foam-ish thingy was being released in the air. it was cute!

met my beloved channy love in the morning for breakfast at macs first! had mcgriddles gosh. i am gna start hardcore dieting starting tomorrow! its october, a new month so yeap! excellent timing. i shall pen it down here (well, type technically) that i will start my dieting starting TOMORROW. i promise.

after that went to get my shoes at ion! bought my converse shoes hahahha i love converse shoes. they are way better than van's. i mean sure, everyone has their own preference. so yeap. i prefer converse!! hehehe. got a black with green lining one and it came in two different shoe laces colours, black and white. managed to get my two girlies to change them for me hehehe. then i went to the epicentre and got screen protector for my phone and stuff. wasted abt $20 for it because it wasnt matte and like, it was sticky when i swipe. WHATEVER come on let us look on the bright side of life shall we..

walked ard even more with my channy love and we walked to centrepoint. got an iphone cover for $15. its rlly niceeeeee i like it a whole lot but lol, yes it is very girly. aiyah whatever i wna be girly HAHAHAHA. (realized i pamper my phone a lot today got so many rubbish for it. it better not die on me, i tell you.)

chio right! yesyes i know i like it a lot too dont copy ah buy same one LOL

then we walked to 313 and got her mum's present from precious thots! then had ljs' salad HAHAHAHA. yeah, i was trying to be 'healthy' but what a retard i still used the thousand island dressing hahahhaa stuuuuuupeeeed -____- left channy love at abt 330? then left for cine. met ka, bern(didnt see her but she said she was there), wx and shaun at cine! hahaha frigging small world. then we went to watch 'fright night' its rlly good eveybody please go and watch it i swear. my heart was abt to burst at almost every scene!!!! then we had dinner at bk's and walked to h&m(which i think is highly overrated) and we met sophia cheng LOL my other primary school friend. hahahahah freaking funny.

what a great day today has been (: ♥

i miss kitty. i know he doesnt know it or anything, but i rlly do. i wish he'd still get to train with us and have school with us. i miss seeing him being blur in lessons and everything. not so much with cp, cause we're not that close. but ugh, i rlly miss him.

fb chat with kitty laboratory during lecture. our faci's name is 'sally' and she owns a spa.

SALLY SPA

had to frrrrrrigging create skype just for this toyol face. annoyance hahahah. and he's so act cute! goodness. two yrs younger and yet he is so damn act cute hahaha. and he has a gay voice. cant wait to see this freak in milo! ^^

oh and yesterday night was also kim my love's last night in boarding (for the year!)

kimmy's last night in boarding ):

disgusting girl! HAHAHHAHAHAH!

ordered in macs(goodness) late at night! had my mcspicy with fries and curry sauce. mcdonalds should be less stingy with their garlic chili sauce, srsly -.- please la how to eat in peace one

my lovely girls! ♥

missing miguel out cause she wasnt feeling too good and she was also on the phone with sam!

whiny with my pegasus....

crazy girl watching thats so raven on her iphone

that pig keeps on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping

my cheeeeena babies ♥

i will miss her, most definitely. there'd be no one on my floor, no one for me to be aware to not step on, no one to 'eh kim, help me charge my phone/help me on my straightener', no more annoying girl to creep up on me when i'm going to sleep, no one to scare me when i'm going into the room. sigh. just a lot. i know its only for this year, but i feel as though everyone's leaving. mich seems to be going away next year, kim's already leaving boarding. there's just so many ppl leaving me. and i dont like it. it may seem like its nothing and i'm merely making a big deal out of something so minute, but its different for me. i dont like having people leave me. i get attached way too easily and i feel empty and uncomfortable once they leave or detached from me completely. they're not completely detaching themselves from me, that i know, but they are leaving. and one by one, people do that. its scary because you put so much of yourself in front of them. you just make yourself vulnerable. of course they wont go ard stepping all over you (because the friends i make are totally not liddat, i'm very sure) but they know every little bit of you. they know what you like, dont like, what you love and what you hate. they have all this information about you and sometimes, even they know you better than yourself. so its as though something about yourself has left. and its a terrible feeling. i hate this.

for kimmy, ♥

thank you for being such a great roomie. i rmbr beginning of the year i would go over to your side and try to cheer you up everytime you and tk fight. going over to your side and doing abs and a lot of rubbish workouts hahaha. and those gym sessions where you just sit there and watch me do my abs hehe. thanks for sleeping on my floor and making it a hard time for me to mop up the dirt. thanks for being annoying and no letting me sleep and always making me order macs with you. although we may have our disputes, some rlly big and some rlly tiny and petty, i still love you as my friend and my roommate. we've been with each other for almost 5 years now and its interesting to have to see you change in so many exciting ways. you used to be a really emo weird girl in the past but now you're a rlly nice equally emo weird girl that i learnt to love. i'm really sorry if i've hurt you with my words or actions that were deemed totally inappropriate. i know i've scolded you or said words that i dont mean and i'm rlly sorry for that. we're all gna stick through everything tgt yeah? will always love ya you idiot/loser/retard/asshole! i rlly do eventhough sometimes i dont show it (:

went to meet my dear channy love yesterday. woke up about 8am and ran to causeway. suprisingly, it took me like abt 10 minutes to get there? why on earth did i take like half an hour the other time i went there? -.- probably cause it was freaking cold and i couldnt wait to stop running. i hate running. long distance, that is. i rlly dont mind sprints. i love sprinting. those short little distances. its not because i'm lazy or smtg. i just want to get it over and done with. it kinda reflects back on how i do things. i just want to get the work done and over with. i hate prolonging it and slowly it builds up and affects everything else that i do.

okay anyway. had macs breakfast with her. had my pancakes and sausage and hasbrown and my orange juice! i srsly hate mac's milo because i alwaaaaaays have to take a crap after that. talked to her about a lot of stuff hehehe rlly loveeeeee her.

oh look! KFC has biscuits now. you can get them at any KFC outlets for like $1.60 but srsly, totally not worth it. its so hard and the insides are not soft. i srsly would rather biscuits from popeyes. they have the best biscuits there. texas' chicken also not too shabby hahahah.

this retard here with her 'necklace' made out of my iphone cable. such a genius right. i know.

look how friggggging cute coach thomas is! hahaha i was asking him if i could train tomorrow and this is what he said. super turtle-ish coach i have, i swear.

ytd night was pretty coool cause it was only kim and i in the room on level two! hahaha. pretty eerie if you think about it because it was raining so badly and it seemed like there was a storm? but we were in our own little world with our ears plugged in watching 'dirty dancing' on her mattress on my floor. mich's sick, athirah wasnt in the room and the other two monkeys weining and balls went back home. had some chips that i bought in the morning and enjoyed the less-than-90-mins movie hahaha.

after that battery called. he gets really jealous like at so many little things. i mean, sure i feel pretty nice about it that someone actually feels scared to lose me but its getting kind of out of hand? i mean, if i reply really slowly, he gets paranoid like as though i purposely didnt wna reply him. take ytd for example. i was so damn busy with my rj because i dont wna bring my laptop bck to the room to complete it. so i was rushing hell mad and didnt have to time to reply him. after that i went to shower. and yet he got jealous about that? come on, cut me some slack. but i guess i do have to understand him. sort of. he calls me like using his line and stuff and yeah its pretty expensive. but yet he does it. and he always msgs me in the morning, always making sure i'm okay. slowly i have to come and trust him, but if he doesnt do the same to me, why shld i do it to him right? the cute guy's still texting me hehehehe but nah. i dont think anything will happen. he's pretty gross. why do i always meet all the wrong kind of people? ):

oh and tonight's kim's last night in boarding. we're probably gna order macs(again ughhhhhhhh) at night. freak my life hahaha no wonder i gained like a million kgs. all due to her!!! (yes love i know you're reading this that's why i said this hehe). rlly gna miss her when she leaves. will blog about it after our 'farewell party' for her later tonight!

JALAN RAYA 2011

mus!

me and balls look like FAAAAAAGS the other two look good!

happy couple

sha knows that she's gna be staying out of my house HAHAHAH retard

MY FAVOURITE PIC!!!!

habibah's house and parents!

we squeezed 4 girls into 3 seas with space to spare still!

umi and hadi!

marcus!

my baby girls! ♥

they came over to my cribbbb hahahaha and ibu made mee suah whooohooo! so glad they loved it as much as i do!

this is damn frigggin funny. i realized that sha didnt have a heart in her contact so i copied and pasted a heart. but actually before that i've alrdy copied my rj question for darren HAHHAHAAH.

athirah!

AQ!

honestly, i had a lot of fun! hahaha seriously. at first i thought it was gna suck cause like half the group bailed on us like wtf man. but it was rlly fun hehehe. the only down point was that my feet hurt like mad cause of my heels -.- even until now, it hurts so bad sigh.

we went to hadi's friend's open house and there was this cute guy there. he was tall and pretty handsome, hahahha. well, he had a nice smile so yeah. and he was sort of the photographer and all. he walked us all to the mrt station and then after a few hours, he texted me! i was frrrrrrrrigging over the moon! HAHHAHAHA. apparently, hadi gave him my number. butbutbut, i found out that he wanted sha's at first and since she had a boyfriend, he wanted me.

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you gotta be kidding me. what an ass. yesyes my baby is super pretty and awesome, but making me like some rebound is just rlly mean. like effff you dude.

oh and guess what. my gpa of 3.13 YEAH FREAKING LOUSY SHIT. you're so stupid ilma, srsly -.-