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I fucking miss him. the him who was crazy over me as I over him.

about a month ago.

new year

judging from the title, you can tell it's hari raya!!! selamat hari raya from me to you(whoever you r I'm sure I've offended you in more ways than one) and I hope you'll forgive me.

how quickly a month has passed and how quickly we r ushering in a new month. ramadhan wasn't as fruitful as I had hoped for it to be. I don't think I can ever take back the regrets and mistakes I made nor did I make the most out of that holy month. 

that's the sad, sad thing about me. always regretting, always making the same mistakes again and again. it's ridiculous to be repeating the same mistakes and it's ridiculous to not learn from it after being constantly affected by it. 

I'm just tired of it. all these feelings, confusion, it's all for nothing and it's not making me any happier. goodbye, my almost lover.

tomorrow, a new day, a new life awaits.

little pork chops

had a very gloomy Monday morning cause it was raining and I was so extremely late for work that I couldn't believe myself. work was boring as hell and I kept dozing off hahahahahaha it was so funny. had to translate a whole video into Bahasa Indonesia like.... what??? I'm pretty sure I wrote that my Malay was "fairly good" in my résumé. guess they didn't get the memo. 

had to rush off for some power step test and I couldn't be bothered to go all the way to nsrcc to get my ball and shoes so I used my old pair along with a random ball from home. ooooo the nostalgia (':

met up with my lil pork brother and buka puasa at nando's yummyyyyy. talked a whole load of crap hahahahaha can't wait for him to get back from LA with all my "XS/S clothes" oh gosh. he paid for my meal yay so I offered to pay for dessert. had max brenner's which was super yummy I can't even explain how good it was. maybe if the peanut butter was switched to Nutella? cause yeaaah I ain't that great a fan of peanut butter but I still loved it so much! can't wait to bring figs (hehe it's you) here I'm sure he'll like it (:

have a safe trip porkyyy!!! you will be missed ):