i miss kitty. i know he doesnt know it or anything, but i rlly do. i wish he'd still get to train with us and have school with us. i miss seeing him being blur in lessons and everything. not so much with cp, cause we're not that close. but ugh, i rlly miss him.

fb chat with kitty laboratory during lecture. our faci's name is 'sally' and she owns a spa.

SALLY SPA

had to frrrrrrigging create skype just for this toyol face. annoyance hahahah. and he's so act cute! goodness. two yrs younger and yet he is so damn act cute hahaha. and he has a gay voice. cant wait to see this freak in milo! ^^

oh and yesterday night was also kim my love's last night in boarding (for the year!)

kimmy's last night in boarding ):

disgusting girl! HAHAHHAHAHAH!

ordered in macs(goodness) late at night! had my mcspicy with fries and curry sauce. mcdonalds should be less stingy with their garlic chili sauce, srsly -.- please la how to eat in peace one

my lovely girls! ♥

missing miguel out cause she wasnt feeling too good and she was also on the phone with sam!

whiny with my pegasus....

crazy girl watching thats so raven on her iphone

that pig keeps on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping

my cheeeeena babies ♥

i will miss her, most definitely. there'd be no one on my floor, no one for me to be aware to not step on, no one to 'eh kim, help me charge my phone/help me on my straightener', no more annoying girl to creep up on me when i'm going to sleep, no one to scare me when i'm going into the room. sigh. just a lot. i know its only for this year, but i feel as though everyone's leaving. mich seems to be going away next year, kim's already leaving boarding. there's just so many ppl leaving me. and i dont like it. it may seem like its nothing and i'm merely making a big deal out of something so minute, but its different for me. i dont like having people leave me. i get attached way too easily and i feel empty and uncomfortable once they leave or detached from me completely. they're not completely detaching themselves from me, that i know, but they are leaving. and one by one, people do that. its scary because you put so much of yourself in front of them. you just make yourself vulnerable. of course they wont go ard stepping all over you (because the friends i make are totally not liddat, i'm very sure) but they know every little bit of you. they know what you like, dont like, what you love and what you hate. they have all this information about you and sometimes, even they know you better than yourself. so its as though something about yourself has left. and its a terrible feeling. i hate this.

for kimmy, ♥

thank you for being such a great roomie. i rmbr beginning of the year i would go over to your side and try to cheer you up everytime you and tk fight. going over to your side and doing abs and a lot of rubbish workouts hahaha. and those gym sessions where you just sit there and watch me do my abs hehe. thanks for sleeping on my floor and making it a hard time for me to mop up the dirt. thanks for being annoying and no letting me sleep and always making me order macs with you. although we may have our disputes, some rlly big and some rlly tiny and petty, i still love you as my friend and my roommate. we've been with each other for almost 5 years now and its interesting to have to see you change in so many exciting ways. you used to be a really emo weird girl in the past but now you're a rlly nice equally emo weird girl that i learnt to love. i'm really sorry if i've hurt you with my words or actions that were deemed totally inappropriate. i know i've scolded you or said words that i dont mean and i'm rlly sorry for that. we're all gna stick through everything tgt yeah? will always love ya you idiot/loser/retard/asshole! i rlly do eventhough sometimes i dont show it (: